A HOT MESS
I Love that phrase and lately I feel like it describes me quite well. I think everyone has there own issues and things that they struggle with, but lately it seems like mine has come to the surface. I am trying to figure out why and how to just be quiet and be still and truely be happy. There are moments that I catch a glimpse of happiness and then theres another struggle. I guess thats life, you have to deal with all of the baggage that you bring from the past and learn how to let it go, thats what I am trying to figure out. I love my family and I know that I am blessed, dont get me wrong, I just need to figure out myself.